Porn

The title should say enough about what this blog will be about. In these times sex and porn are everywhere. I can go downstairs at 10 oclock at night and max is playing free shows all about sex. I go on myspace and as their "celebrities" they have porn stars. I go on pretty much any forum on the internet and there is a section devoted to porn or sexual explicit pictures. Of course living in Las Vegas I can not walk downtown without there literally being thousands upon thousands of porn cards thrown every where. A place that is so volitile for my daughter to be I hate calling vegas my home. Drive downtown billboards in the air with girls asses and "gentlemen clubs". Got to love that one. The irony. Gentlemen? I would rather call them worthless pieces of shit who need to get back to their responsilibities and families if they have them.

I understand single guys and the facination with naked whores. But when my anger light turns on is when a guy has a girl that he cares about and he still feels the need to watch sluts. What i don't understand is how fucktards with wifes and children can go and jerk off with their wife in the next room. Or better yet leave their families unprotected at night to go fill their needs at a diseased filth ridden cunt bar.

I am not going to lie, my angers and frustations to men and their general obsession with porn does not just come from porn and men in themselves. Of course there is a past "trauma" as some would like to call it. Involving my father, making me turn my head as he masturbated within five feet of me to a nude sex scene in a movie. Thats where my hatred grew and fermented until now. I was in a past relationship of five years where the guy i loved would watch it. Because of my past I let him know how bad it hurt me. He lied told me he stopped but then later i would find out about the countless lies. When we fought he would purposely post pictures of nude sluts on the internet knowing i would see to hurt me. That is where my insecurities started growing with the all mighty porn.

It has now become a topic and more of an obsession of hatred toward porn. It is now something I don't wish to change. Its something i dont wish to work through. Its something that i wish would just fucking be banned from earth and destroyed along with every fucking leech that would choose a fantasy bitch that he could never have and leave his wife crying. And his children yearning for a father because of a destroyed marriage over porn.

I hate the fact that now I can not take my daughter through out her own city in fear of what a three year old will see laying on the ground. Or better yet what she will see when a giant fifteen foot billboard attached to a truck goes by with these diseased ridden filthy sluts half nude. Can't walk in my town without a row of fifteen mexicans with a twenty foot gap before the next fifteen slap and antagonize you to take one of their cards with nude women on them.


Porn isn't something that is little for me.Its not something that is just there for an aid to get off too. When it involves men it is much more for me. It might as well be a drug in my eyes. An obsession for most guys. I go online and read all these women who write tear filled blogs about how their husbands don't respect their feelings on porn and continue to watch it behind their back. How they threaten their husbands with divorce and the husband continues on. Ive seen and heard of way too many families diminishing into dust because of porn. Way to many little kids are getting more and more sexual at a tender age because of porn being so very easily acessible on the internet.

If i hated porn before my daughter was born. I despise it now. The hostility i feel towards it is not something that is easing over time. Just growing deeper and deeper as it seems to affect me more and more. I have tried to tame it a few times.Its just something that I can't control. It is no longer becoming something of a disagreement with. But more my morals and what i believe is corrupting certain situations and what i believe is just another small of piece of why this world is going to hell.

I don't know really what the point of this blog was. Maybe to just get some frustration and anger out. Or to hopefully get someone who might come across this and read it and relate. Because besides blogs online i really feel like i am the only one in my life who sees where i am coming from. I know there is nothing i can do to stop the porn industry and i know there is nothing that i can do to sheild other children away from it. Just my daughter.

The world is getting more and more corrupt everyday. Sex being so free and running ramp in movies and televisions and billboards and songs is just another tiny flame behind the mass inferno. But this isjust my opinion.

Fuck porn. Fuck men who can't put their loved ones first. Fuck the people who feed off of children for porn. Fuck everything.